Harmony SFollowJul 1·1 min read… in, if I’m being honest. Some of my attraction to suffering is wrapped on my bones with duct tape. For example, and this is weird, but when people show me too much love, sometimes I can’t stand it. I shut it down. Then the opposite happens where I’m chastised for being myself, and that’s no good …This May Seem Like A Radical Use of Personal Power, But Today I’ve Decided Against Any More…39521Kathy AyersWow. Like I don't even deserve it.